Saturday, November 6, 2010

So today, I started chatting to this boy over In queens, he kept throwing kisses at me, n I got freaked out ad threw them back, is that a bad thing? I'm very confused as to whether or not I shud keep talking to him, anyone got any ideas?

Tuesday, November 2, 2010

My day to day life

Being a high schooler has been an interesting experience for me... although, this last week has been quite depressing, the boy that I liked told me he like me last year, so we dated, and then we broke up because he was going to a three day party and didn't want to cheat on me... if he was dating me and cared about me, don't you think he could have stopped himself? Any way, I forgave him, and we started acting like a couple again, only, we weren't dating. And then he turns around and says he just wants to be friends. This hurt a lot more than I thought it would, but I knew at some point he would do this. It's only a matter of time till every man I know turns around and hurts me. You see, i have had a horrible past with men, filled with abuse. so i don't every really trust fact, i try as hard as possible to stay away from them. so this action was no surprise. but now, he acts as if nothing happened, and i do not know what to do. so i act like myself, and go crazy; running up and down the hallways with my friends and throwing candy at one another. but i still don't know what to do. but then, this other boy has come along, and i have liked him since my freshman year, and he confesses to me his love and i did the same. now, he dated my best friend, and she seem to be eternaly ticked. so what should i do with myself?? i feel lost and hopeless, maybe i'll come back with better news, maybe showing a crazy day at school. ;)